Grealy's Mirrorings traced her thoughts and her preconceived notions that she was "ugly". Her stories move semi-chronologically through her experiences, projecting a strong face despite being treated cruelly. She couldn't accept that the face she had, what she looked like, was truly her; attempting to change what the outside looked like, to harmonize with what she felt on the inside.
Her stories seem to show progression through her thought process about herself, starting with her chemotherapy process; her bravery associated with outward signs of strength. The emphasis on outward appearance grips Grealy until she forces herself to not even acknowledge her appearance. Signs that she may be "acceptable" lead her to view herself once again, however, Grealy still questions weather or not she'll be able to truly recognize herself.
Is recognizing oneself more important than being thought attractive by others?
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